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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

hmmp today networking is so sian n stupid...gt no class in e morning, den i tot tis class start at 1pm, bt keke i was wrong lucky gt c my timetable if nt i will b very late 4 class lol..so i wake up abt 11.30am lyk tat go c my timtable den faster jamp up n go wash up lol is really tired s ytd i abt 4am den slp..den when i abt going leave my ah ma is all alone, my uncle should b outside walking..i dun wish left her alone in e house de bt i really no choose s i going late liao n gt a ppt quiz so i die die also hav to go off n make me waste $ take cab also..feeling bad n worri..hai, den i reach ther still early den i faster go study my ite note 4 it s dun lyk to read textbk is too much words to read..bt last min study wher gt tin can gt into mind so fast, bt lucky i din fail, gt a pass with 13/20..haha nt bad liao i din arim tat hight also..den next week gt quiz again, hai now gting more n more hm work liao, going die of tired soon..k la gt to stp here still having class..

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11/30/2005 01:26:00 PM



today really abit wu liao, hmmp can nt say is today la s after my ah ma sick i be staying at hm taking care of her...den my house no scv wo, e tv show also nt tat nice so i been going online dl song, read ppls blog, n writting mine lol..den today i find tat all my friend din blog tat lot so been reading e same tin so sian onli tat jun is so free to blog so i go read lol..bt she also din blog much la, so after finish reading her i go expo her blog n read abt her intro..den under her friend i saw my name wo..whaha the story she say bring me back alot memory wo..so i also tot of writing abt my friend..keke

hmmp in pri sch i gt to best friend la..tat is pei wen n si yin..i noe pei wen since pri 2 till now we noe each other 4 abt 13yr(hop i m nt wrong)i cant remember hw we started to b friend liao lol, bt i noe tat time she been very tall in class even now she is still taller den me hai, i m still e same so short..sad..her study also better den me lol, so i also dun no wat we share, s our tinking r realli diff de den she lyk to tok more on her tin i will alway be her listen ear more till now lyk still de same and e tin she lyk bt i dont..haha dunno hw we can b friend so long xia..we onli same class till pri 3 la..den pri 4 we in e same chinese class i tink so..keke den pei 5 & 6 we diff class due to my poor result lol..after PSLE we are tinking going to e same sec de den she say to choose go MHSS, i cant remember y liao..bt end up i stay there, her mum 1 her go her bro sch BHSS to study lol n lyk tat we less keep in touch lol..bt hor still when we free will met up la..den e other friend i noe her in pri 5 de..now we din contact liao, is me who dun wan to contact her very bad hor..hmmp in class our name r very close n sme more she tok nt clear nt many ppl can understand wat she say bt i do..haha dun no y..so we r very close at tat time lol..her house really rich lol, both parean gt an income abt $5000+ so when we go out she alway buying lot of tin n going to high class place to eat, n tat y i noe so much of high class place to eat all frm her..haha bt jux tat i nt rich ah, n she alway wan me pei her go here n ther bt i din gt to go e place i wan de..hmmp tat y end up after we r in diff sec i din wanna contact her any more..sorri ah bt hard to mix with rich ppls kid 4 me...

now my sec sch de lol..in sec 1 gt 2 friend, hmmp nt really 2 la, i more close to xuxia den van..bt e stupid xx very bad themp de so time really scare been with her s she can gt angry over small litter tin...bt she very harding n helpful gal la, tot she alway lyk to say if i m her friend she would help me or say me alway make use of her n so on..bt over all she still been very nice to me la..after sec 3 we in diff class den we bcome less close la, bt we stay gt keep in touch even now she is study over sea still will call n tok over phone once in a blue moon..whaha..den till sec 3 let gt tis tin litter gal lol..keke..in sec 1 i noe abt her lol, s she e same s me pri come frm EM3 to na de mah so haha would lyk to be friend with her also bt she din tok much n i nt tat kind gd in toking to ppls so..onli untill sec 3 we gt into e same class..hmmp she ar very quiter de, n "very" lazy also, alway been late 4 class or been slping in class..even hw many time u say her make no diff..so i gv up on to say her, she is even more gu zhi den me..haha wat she wan mean will do tat, onli 4 2 tin she tink bt nv gt to do it de..tat is study n save $$, aiyo hear her say tis 10000000000000000000000+++ time lol, bt nv gt to c her make it de..bt nt her fault la, s sme time must c tai shi, di li, ren he..haha so too bad e time jux nt rite 4 her..haha i lyk tok alot bad pt of her hor..wat her gd pt, i tink is she alway b very nice to ppls bah, cant tink of any liao haha..anyway great to hav her s my friend la, keep in touch wo..

now go to ite de..friend gt 3 bt more to close with 1..haha i very sry to tok till tis "pretty" gal start toking to me..she ah very friendly la..n now still act liao kid alway lyk call ppls bai chi bt dun no who e bai chi lol whaha..den other gal ah, whaha we very cute siting side by side saw we write e same blk add den i noe abt she staying at my dad blk upstair onli, hmmp she ah over all i onli can use a blur to say her..n she can luff over small litter tin really cant take her..now e last 1 is my ah mei..haha she ah, i take her s ah mer s we gt e same surname..haha later onli we gt more n more tin to tok so bcome more close lol..hmmp i also dun no we y gt so much tin to tok..bt now lyk less liao..nvm la, life is lyk tat i understand de..jux hop u dun 4gt me can liao..

wow i long time din blog so long lol..tin going wirte more on other day if nt ur c so long dun read lol..bt who noe hw many of ur really gt read my blog??haha nvm la..

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11/30/2005 12:25:00 AM


Tuesday, November 29, 2005

today lesson very sian, n i dun lyk c program lol..is lyk java lyk tat de need type lot of code bt i jux dun no hw to do lol..n e net working also..omg is really tat sian lol..is lyk when in ite i been alway fall alsp in class de den now still ned study back again so is really tired lol, n i been 4gt wat i learn in ite make me even more fan n sian..hai really down mood 4 my study man..

hai tok back to my ah ma health again..haha today my grand uncle cant da han my grand ma liao..slp been alway lyk to call my uncle send her go toilet till he gt nt enough slp..n he asked her to eat she also wouldt listen lol..so when nite time i come hm he faster come n conplain to me..hai if i gt no sch nvm i still can help to look after her bt if i gt is really tired 4 me lol..

den today i go out with bf so he pei me go hm den c my ah ma lyk tat n i in down mood also so today we din go anyway la..end up onli take sme tin frm my ah ma house back to eunos onli n i slp 4 abt an hr b4 we go eat n he send me hm..hai feeling bad bt wat to do my life r lyk tat, tat y i dun wish to hav a bf, bt i still end up to b with him..n now i cant go slp lol gt to look after her, lucky tml i start sch at 3pm if nt die ah nt enough slp again..

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11/29/2005 12:27:00 AM


Saturday, November 26, 2005

whaha i go find a song 'i tink i' in chinese sing bah fan fan..i dun no abt she fan chong de song de till my bf told me abt 88.3fm gt tis song in chinese de..whaha i some more lyk listen to 88.3fm de bt din gt to hear tis song so dun no abt it..den today i wake up n was doing nt tin at hm mah so on radio lol..n jux nice dun need wait very long gt to hear de song liao..n haha i faster go dl la..so was tinking can share with ur lol s is in chinese den can sing together abt it lol..haha

den now wanna compian abt ah ma again hai, 2 day liao she been at nite fan me n aunire lol..s she now keep 4gt tin lol, n she lyk going to toilet de leh, at nite e time of her going toilet max is every half hr, den min is abt 5-10 min will wake u up..so is really tired 4 me lol..when i gt to study in morning n at nite work, gt hm still need to take care of her..i going flat liao..hai bt wat to do, now i onli left with her around if i dun care abt her who will..anway i say say out make me feel better la nt tin much de la..k la dun tok abt tis la..at below is e song 'i tink ' pls change e view text hor so u can read e chinese words..

I think I-范玮琪
一天过一天,从不确定就有答案 um
就想这样停留在只有你去的方向 um
每当你出现在我身旁
就感觉爱情的重量
我越在意越难衡量就越放不下
越不去想就越是他

i think i love you 爱就是这样
couse i miss you 喜欢你善良
陪你去狂欢,会偶尔吵架,吵累了说贴心的话
i am falling for you 爱就是这样
now i need you 想等你放假,要一起分享
今晚的星光,当你说要收捕幸福不打洋

我们越看就越想,不说也能了解对方
画同一张图话,想同一个梦想
幸福是一座大灯塔
少了你世界就照不亮,你一定会再给我力量
其实爱我并不复杂,知心的对话,就能够往幸福出发

i think i love you 爱就是这样
couse i miss you 喜欢你善良
陪你去狂欢,会偶尔吵架,吵累了说贴心的话
i am falling for you 爱就是这样
now i need you 想等你放假,要一起分享
今晚的星光,当你说要收捕幸福不打洋

可时常热恋的人受伤,爱也总让人们变得坚强
我们不会知道,以后的日子会有多长
在我的世界,都有会有你守护肩膀

i think i love you 爱就是这样
couse i miss you 喜欢你善良
陪你去狂欢,会偶尔吵架,吵累了说贴心的话
i am falling for you 爱就是这样
now i need you 想等你放假,要一起分享
今晚的星光,当你说要收捕幸福不打洋

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11/26/2005 11:23:00 AM


Friday, November 25, 2005

today send my ah ma go c doctor..she keep saying dun 1 de n i very bad force her to go la..s her sick r really bad la..nt her body tat worri me is mind..

so we bring her go c doctor liao n gv her all e check up she ned, find tat health is jux fine nt tin wrong, even her hight blood also recover..therefore e doctor also can help much asking me send her to hopiter bt she wouldt go de lol..s e doctor say may b she is starting to loss her memroy lau ren chi die..so is lyk need ppl really taking care of her..n he will try asking 4 help in go her house do check up on her..so tot i now is still very worri 4 my ah ma bt there really nt tin i can do so now all i can do try pei her more..

keke den tok abt today wat happent, my bf friend come to e work place find him..so is lyk he intor me to his friend 4 e 1st time..s i gt to study in e mornig den he working mah, at nite when i start work he go rest or find friend mah..n his friend off day nt e same s us so i din gt to c his friend at all..is alway he e 1 who pei me..hmmp, den 4 e 1st time i see his friend all r very friendly lyk yue he tat kind..nice to tok to..bt i very pai sei s i dun no them tat well mah..n i din tok much n keep staying in e shop..n tat time when i ask his friend wanna eat bao bt they also lyk pai seh dun dare to wan so i take 4 bai 4 each of them den they say eaten liao, den i say bad hw can dun gv me face, n his friend say bad if i say hw can dun gv da sai face den he eat lol..is really de ..lol..haha after all i din really tok much with they s i still gt to work mah, n later they tok abt 1/2hr outside shop den they going out 4 tea, n his friend asked me to borrow them my bf 4 abt 1/2hr..so is lyk i today really pai sei till dun no where to hide xia..haha nt tin much la.. going slp liao.

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11/25/2005 12:39:00 AM


Wednesday, November 23, 2005

wow is 2am liao wanna write my blog early de bt end up i play game with ang ting so now den gt time to write..i update jux nt long ago la..so din really hav lot of tin to share..

i onli noe n.a.d i been slping late, all bcos of my grand ma lol..she been lyk weaker tat go toilet also need ppl bring her go..is lyk i onli left her liao, tot i noe she s old sooner or later will hv to left me bt i really hop nt so soon..is lyk my dad jux go, it really is too pain to take in any other bad new liao..so i now is lyk too worri till cant hav gd rest, tat y been slping late n going online every time..ther is sme tin lot of ur dun no tat i really hop gt ppl to pei me, i really very lonly till very yi lai on my friend alot...den i find i did gv them sme prob too..s most of them r younger den me they really cant do much 4 me n they also gt their famliy prob too..bt at tat time i lyk so scare n down with no 1 around all i can do is to keep myself away frm them, if nt i will hav very bad tinking of them..den tis time round my relative all come c my ah ma, lyk c her off lyk tat..hai den sme say send her to "HOME" bt i dun 1 her to b so ke lian, my mum r nt round to pei her n i going put her away..i noe i nt a gd grand dug, s aiyun ma say rite if i really care 4 her should stay more time at hm taking care of her..bt i m really far too stress..staying at hm will gt to c hw sick of her make me sad, really wanna gt out of it...bt now i still end up gt to face the pro..

i really wonder y my life r lyk is, if ther is way hop my wish will come true...p.a.s.a eid em tel slp dog(i m tired of living)

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11/23/2005 12:51:00 AM


Sunday, November 20, 2005


watch tis show abt e day on my chalet...nt lyk intres in it when they are watching it..den to 2nd day when i really started to watch with aiyun den i fall 4 it..s tis show abit same as my sassy gal in wat way??hmmp may b e fun part bah..s most korean show alway can cry frm the start of the show till e end no stop..c liao very sian de n their ending also it alway e bad de..therefore when i watch faster ask yun was it a sad show..haha den after she say no den i watch frm disc 1 on??i tink so bah 4gt liao..

den e vcd was nt yun de, so we lyk watch till half no head no till waiting 4 e "do" yuehe pass us e rest of disc, bt i end up go buy la..s is really no bad mah. n i m tat kind alway lyk to buy vcd to keep n watch de..haha, now even my bf watch de show bt nt i lend him de..is his friend buy liao den his room gt no plyer therefor go over to my bf room to watch so end up he also watching whaha..

now gt to tok abt my sad tin la..hai nowaday my ah ma health been gting frm bad to worse lol..last time she jux can walk tat well ned she dun even wanna walk been using welchair going toilet lol..today even woste she lyk gt lao ren chi die lyk tat, she keep gting on n off e welchair to go toilet 4 abt 3time, go eat abt 2time, n gting out of e room dun no 4 wat abt 2time, n u noe wat tis happent in jux less den 1/2hr onli leh..s really scarly lol, tot tat time i was tired lyk hell bt c her lyk tat it worri me till i cry..hai i really sick n tired of been lyk tat y my life s so ke lian really hope n wanna die a.s.a.p la..gt to stp here..

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11/20/2005 04:25:00 AM