Blog is like a dairy to me..a place to let me write all happy and unhappy thing here.. i know i a very negative person, therefore what i post normally is very negative feeling.. 5th oct 2011, another bad mood day. nothing make me unhappy it just a suddenly feeling. i hate the feeling of been alone, been left out, been etc.. but i know my bad point is not approach people on my own keep waiting for people to approach me..how can i change? no idea, maybe till the day i die still no change? i only know i getting from bad to worst, do not go mix with my current colleague, do not mix with my friend. i feel i am all alone, even i know they care.
i more wish of getting out of my life, say real i feel like going die. everyday have to face people, work, problem and etc.. i wish i am more daring enough to make change, if i am daring enough, but not sure i will choose to kill myself 1st of go change job 1st?!now i no longer say negative idea to friend, reason they have their problem no people can really care, or think for u and they cant decide for u too. so what for to share, it may end up quarrel only like last time happen between my friend. the world is turning everyday but my mind is not, i still staying in the pass i know. i am jealous, who i am jealous of i can tell u everyone. those people who more rich den me, those people who more clever den me, those people who got more friend den me and many more.
anyway i a person dare to post dare to admit my mistake, i dislike to quarrel till win. because everyone have a bad point, i have mine and i dare to say u have ur. therefore when u say me please think before u say mine bad point..
if there really any god around maybe i beg for a fast way to get out of this world, i know alot of people will be sad for me. but when time pass they soon or later will forget just like me, i feel i have forget how my parent are look like after 5yr++
end of my post, not many people have my this blog url. if u happen to read it just keep to urself do not say any thing to me. for those unknown u are welcome to read, and close after read. thanks and bye..
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