http://chanelsy.blogspot.com/ :D MEMORIES <#3

♥ Monday, August 31, 2009

the war between my cousin and my colleague is starting due to my blog post about he spent my money. i mean come on both of your not young liao, and your have break up for long ago why need to comment on each other blog for a stupid reason?!

i feel dam bad and sad for posting, if i din post maybe noting will happen, if i dun post my friendship with colleague still good?! but i that kind of person, what i have done i wouldn't feel regent, because you cant change it at all, the time wouldn't go back. the only part i can do is changing my blog URL, letting only my close friend reading it. but for your inform, i do complain about my close friend here, if you not happy reading my post, please come to me to make it clear with me. as i not a person good in using language, so alot of time what i write, say can always easily make people misunderstand or even hurt other. i am sorry if i did make you sad in the pass, but i just slow in thinking. so if there is any misunderstand you have to make clear in first place if not i wouldn't know what are you thinking. anyway to let your less worry, the person who owed me money had pay and maybe we no longer is close friend that will go out with. sad for losing 1 friend, but i also can not turn back the time. for those still my friend till now, i thanks for your kind understanding, thanks for never leave me alone. i am the only child, no sister, no brother who can be playing with me. so i dun learn to share or care for other, even till now i believe i still got alot to learn, to change. so now guys, got to make your to do more step to read my blog, sorry about it. i hope the war between those two can stop as well.

this month i dun have much event going on, stay alone at eunos house over the weekend. no Internet to watch drama, but watched local drama over the TV, listen to FM and sleep alot too. hopefully i can faster finish up the repair and painting, i can not rush people for doing for me, so alot of thing if i can hand on i will try my best to do myself. here i really got to thanks alot of my friend, who help, who just stay there accompany me. it means alot to me. thanks.

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8/31/2009 10:40:00 AM

♥ Friday, August 28, 2009

Hey guys, sorry that i changed my Blog URL again. as have some miss-communication with some people. blog posting is a way for me to release stress, and angrier but this end up cause misunderstand problem with other. so i have close all my old blog URL, this will be the only one left and only my close friend are able to read it. anyway nowadays is kind of busy with personal stuff too, wait till a day i free will try to blog more. haha. take care la guys.

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8/28/2009 09:30:00 AM

♥ Thursday, August 20, 2009

Random post again, i got alot of thing happening to me but i just dunno where to start.lol.let start from complaining, dam angry with some people, A and W. i hack care ur gf got read my blog or not, but i think she also wouldt know i post the person is you. but i can not keep any more if not i soon or later will 得内伤.

let me start the story of W, kind of hurt by her too but this matter still not that bad compare to the A. so the start is W dated me for some trip, i am a easy person if i have noting now i sure agree with any trip or outing. so i agree with it, and she asked me to date more people since we cant find our colleague to go. plan till the date is near by when her friend say can not join, so W say she dun wan go. i mean fine u dun wan go as you scare no people accompany you, but she dun even care to help me booking for the trip ticket. ok i still can forgive that, she dun even care to ask how is the trip going, do i need any help. still got 1 part is i due to work unable to go the trip as well, so called her to replace me. i mean now is in pair she should can take over my place and go right, u know what she say?! she can't make it as she got alot work to do, WTF this date is she plan, is she plan this trip also. i ask her to replace me to go for the trip only she say she got to OT la, alot of excuses. i really dunno i can trust her for any trip or not. i still trying to 4get abt this but i am that kind of person you hurt me once i will remember forever.

now i going to talk another worse person, also a trip that he planed but he can not go and even eat my money(not eat but is he no money use, go use my trip the air ticket money, ask him pay back when he got his coming month pay he say even got pay also cant return me and ask me to help him find ah long)WTH. the trip was plan on early may or jun for dec trip, asked me along but due to 2 couple is saying wanna go so ask me jio friend along. then end up, all not going i give the person for air ticket money is gone too. please, if u no money to spent y are u treating ur gf so good. trying to act rich ah, dag buying the air ticket for so long if i din ask u return me the money is it u going keep me in drake till dec come den say sry ah. i dunno is it i treat people too good they think i am nice to bully, hey guys i really treat u as friend giving us all my trust but your treat my trust like what?

anyway so far i am still doing packing on my house, now i dun even care to go out with this group of guys. 一日被蛇咬，三年都怕蛇, kana bite once by the snake, for 3 year u will scare of the snake. i think i stop here, no point of go on complaining. i wan a better life by remove them out from my friend list now.

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8/20/2009 04:18:00 PM

♥ Monday, August 03, 2009

kind of long never update my blog, this few weeks i kind of busy packing my house. i dag till 4year later then i really care to pack and clear up my house, and compare to pass 4years item, i now throw even more items away..hmm, so after 4year is it i will throw every thing away?lol. so far i have a big box of my idol apple stuff, a big box of my CD and VCD, a big box of BBQ items, a big box of my DAD repair items. there is still clothes, my soft toy and alot more not pack, because ask me go back home alone to do the packing is so boring. no ppl i can talk with, noting i can listen to and most important is i feeling lonely at there doing the work. yet i can not always ask my friend come to help me, they also busy with their work, i also dunno how to ask them pack as in the items are mine not their. haiz, but i just want some people to be there making some noise i can just do the thing on my own. anyway next week is national day, i have a supper long weekend start from 8aug till 11aug. hopefully i will push myself to do all those packing, as i still need ask people for help in renovation as in paint, shift wardrobe and repair some doors and items.

this time round, why i so hard working to do all this clear up because i going to rent out my house. now i just pray hard the person who say wanna rent keep his words, although i can rent to other people. but renting to unknown person, i will have to stay there some how to keep a look out, but by renting to a person i know some how i feel more secured. you dun ask me what logic is it, i also dunno. i got alot of thing to blog the, but i just dunno where should i start, my mind and heart is just in a messy. trying my best to clear, maybe i still need another 1 to 2 month times.

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8/03/2009 08:35:00 AM