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♥ Wednesday, May 31, 2006

today i late 4 my math class abt 30min,hai all bcos i too tired liao..been slping onli 4hr each day for tis pass 3days realli gting a draker panda eyes..haha..n ur noe wat i fail my test nt onli 1 bt 2..n cuming ther is abt 3-4more..bt all i dunno hw to study..n gt 1 is java which i hate most..crying over tat class a few time liao..i skip a class so dunno tis coming lab will i die or nt..so wish me gd luck bah..

tok abt my game la..i been plying maple lol..nt very fun s sme time jux keep killing n killing..sad when no 1 tok to me..bt wat to do, they gt to busy on their training ah,nt lyk me..n gt 1 making jun sad..nt wanna keep say her bad de, bt was lyk if i dun tok to her hardly she will b toking to me..so i jux keep rememind her abt e ice-cream she own me..making her feeling bad n mood down..sorri i jux a useless friend..nttin i can do to make ppl happy..ther go 4 my pig..i been making him sad, n now our relation ship lyk going hav a end soon??dunno will c if he coming back sg or nt..i really a zhi xi..onli go hai ren, 1 my mum, den my dad, my ah..even all my ex bf..I REALLI SORRI..if god wanna cheng fa jiu cheng fa wo ba, i started with my pig till now i been e 1 making him so sad n down..b4 he start with me, i nv see him mood down, or feeling sad bt now, we every week met on mon he will be down..asking me 4 an ans to marry him or a waiting time, all i cant gv an ans..u noe y, i try b4 saying a promiss bt end up din do it..it seem hurt him alot, so i so scare of gving him an ans..time pass soon 23th jun he wil be going back malaysia, hw will we been after he go??i dunno i really dunno who can gv me ans??

bt overall i seem see tot my life, dun wanna go tink of it.. e onli tin i wanna try is to go c ppl who can help me change name, nt i dun lyk my name..bt jux feel if i change will my life gtting bata??i hate my life rite now, realli hate i wan a new life..so trying looking 4 1 persom tat can help me check my name n life de..who gt long bang can msg me or tag here la..whaha..bt i after poly den can change name, if nt i need change alot tin now..haha..stp here la..still hving class bt i din listen at all..nt even a litter..whaha..take care..

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5/31/2006 01:15:00 PM


♥ Tuesday, May 02, 2006

cool..been in class frm 9am-5pm..going die of cool liao..nttin to do, i dun seem to understand any tin tat tis term teacher teaching..feel lyk gving up in study liao..so tired of it..it lyk after my ah ma pass away i change to become another person..really dunno y i bcome lyk tis...tat day i cry in class too stress in e study tat i dunno, yet lyk no 1 can help me..so i very sad tat time..making ppl worri 4 me, really nt i wan sorri ah..n far saying tat i should nt ply game...i dun use to ply game, if i gt sme tin better to do..bt going hm, no 1 tok to, e alone feeling in heart is really strong tat make me go game n play..s in msn bt all of ur in ah, nt every time chat with me..even in game tot sme of them also dun tok to me..bt reading they tok i can add in my line too, n when go into game with ppl happy saw me coming in so happy making me happy too..even if sme time nt hav ppl in game i noe toking to me, bt playing is still much more better den face all 4 wall alone..now i wonder hw my dad did tat 4 pass 8yr after my mum pass away..e feeling is really lonly lol..now making me feel bad to left him alone..bt wat to do..if my ah ma n dad can live togther tat it wouldt b so ma fan 4 me la..or if i m nt e onli child will tat better?hai..stp here la..mind nt wking gt too much tin to fan of liao..

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5/02/2006 04:52:00 PM