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♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008

long time never post..no mood, due to sme stress.lol. this big problem no people can help only me myself got to think thought it. if nt it will alway be there.

i am flooding in the sea with a very small picese of wood, and all my friend are now on ship. they been kind throwing down rope for me. but i just fear of swim over to caught it. so will i just die together with my small woold or will i able to get up the ship with the small wood or just throw away the wood and swim toward the ship that i scare is it safe for me or not.

u all must be thinking, y have so many worry for if i never try i wouldt know how it go. i dunno what the reason that make me so scare of trying, maybe due to i am the only child? i am ur must be saying dun give excess. but now i can say i am still happy with what i having, if i never went out to work part time before what will happen to me now maybe is due not even step out to find a job and die at home out of cash. I like singapore, but yet i also dun like. Here is a place u can not stay alive if without a cert, if your english are not good english. therefore i now is just staying in my own world. din mix much with friends, din post, hardly sms, hardly msn. i am just far to emo now, hoping for people to save me when i dun even self save. but since last time i also not a indepent person lah, all my job so far is got people intro and u see me why can i stay in my job for so long never thinking of changing a job is because i due not. i dun have an quan gan, a person who dare not try any new thing, now even woste cant even mix well with people. what kind of life am i having now? now still got my granduncle around pei me, if there 1 day he also leave who can i count on? lol.. i dun mean now i can count on my granduncle lah, as for friends all have their own problem, when time u saying out the problem is just a problem that they had face before so what for bring up.

now i am slacking, waiting for what i also dunno. maybe going die soon?! as people alway like to say too free people will die early. haha . maybe i soon can join my family?! *alot flying stuff been throw over* lol relax all my friends, i say die only not i go kill myself to die, i scare of pain so wouldt go do such a stupid thing. that all for the time been, got to make ur wait another months or year for my next post liao..tata

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3/15/2008 10:21:00 AM